Early morning thoughts

Oh how I wish I could write as I did with Bradley. It's a combination of Clark having much shorter middle of the night feeds and also no free time to sit at the computer during the day. Any free time I have is allocated to sleep, showering, television, paper books, or chores (in that order usually).

Clark is stil adorable and smiley but as he has become more alert, he has grown into skepticism and judgment as Bradley did. Grumpy faced with judgy eyes, he tries to figure out this crazy world. 

Bradley continues to be a sweet big brother, reading to Clark, giving kisses, bringing him toys (only baby toys!) and asking how he's feeling. It melts me.

And like that, Clark is done and I'm itching to go lie in bed and catch a few zzzzs before morning comes all too fast. Probably an hour or two before either Bradley sings until I come see him it Clark cries for me to come get him. 

Of course

Of course, since I wrote it out into the internet how great my baby sleeps, he throws me for a loop! Not sure what's happening but he's having trouble falling asleep, needing way more rocking than usual. And he's sleeping just 5 hours at a time. Where's my 8 hours?!

(Added for honesty.)